Today I am doing my duty.
I am being a cautious eater.
I am not exercising because the pain in my side is flaring up again and I don't think it's a good idea.
I suppose I am stressed and a little down because I am afraid this pain is going to equal gallbladder and possibly surgery. I have done some online research and it sounds possible from what I have read. I hate going to the doctor, being sick and especially going to the hospital. I hate the invasion of privacy and I HATE needles. But if I have to - I just have to.
I am going to see how I feel tomorrow - today is day four of pain and though it is not as bad right now, I can feel it starting up. Even though I am full of dread and I really don't have the money to be sick and it is VERY bad timing since I am just starting my third week of work. I am glad our bodies are such marvels that they sound an alarm when something is wrong. Usually, the bigger the alarm the worse the problem (except for paper cuts) ☺
I am sad that I don't feel like exercising, but I am glad that eating healthy doesn't even feel like a sacrifice - its what I want to do. I was reading other blogs last night and I have to say - I am extremely thankful for all of you! We all have our ups and downs but when some are down ---some others are up...so no matter where I am - there is always relevance in reading others blogs. ♥
I am going to prepare some healthy food for tomorrow's lunch and dinner. My sweet husband just braved the grocery store for me and it's his birthday! I couldn't ask for a better partner! So thanks to him and to all of you - I know I will be back on track soon. If you are a person of prayer, please pray for me as I deal with all this - I am a big baby I know - but that's just me...